It never should have happen.
This is harder than it seems.
The thought is enough to kill me...
Does this even make sense?
我快乐了。:)
I doubt you know me because you do not even know what I want anymore.
我对你很失望。还以为或许这次是真的，却发现这都是美丽的谎言。
我不想再和你有任何关系，但因该要等些日子。
夹在两群人之间，我喘不过气。
241206: Dinner with his family, his treat, no countdowns, watched a movie.
251206: Realised that Theresa currently lives in Kch, missed the visiting session with aunt cos went out with d!, visited Theresa for like 15 minutes and I am still missing the rendang!
311206: Dinner with family, no countdowns again, drove around, stay home for the rest of the night and surprised quite a dozens of friends but hey I quit clubbing like ages ago so not a big deal.
010107: I can't really remember, but I think hang out with Han for a while. Went to Friendship Park, drank Tia Guan Yin with a couple of snack. One of Jln Song's snookerium after that. Movie - The Host, got a pair of new slippers for d!.
020107: Mum's birthday, went for breakfast with family, went around town, grab a few cheap buys for sly, Movie - The Guardian, bought a gift for myself, bought a cake for myself and came home to smelly durians, d! ate with them too...double triple ewnessss....ewwwwww!!!
030107: Stayed in for the whole day because was not feeling well, did not manage to get out with selfairy cos the car was not under my control, went out and drove around did nothing useful thus went back home and stayed in again.
040107: Big Day! Stayed home in the day, went to Magenta and the portions are really big but I manage to finish like 75% or my main course and 90% of our snack...Tried tiramisu latte...big thingy for me because the last time I tasted something with coffee innit....drove around after that and decided to go chill in Links Bar. Was terrific because the whole place was empty and it seems like I rented the whole place for this special day. Had my magaritas and was chilling with the view of Kuching ...I just love it....
050107: Went to Scoops with family, ordered two triplez and my choice was definately much better than wolf's, walked around in Hilton hoping to find any nice cakes but ended miserably in Holiday Inn with one Brownie sth sth and a wat-so-ever cheese cake. On the way from Hilton to Holiday Inn *by foot* came across a meteor in the city, feeling lucky. Went home after that. Finished reading a book within a night because I was totally bored.
060107: Woke up with a headache. Went for brunch with family, bought some flowers. I want to get myself a nice pendant and necklace in a heart shape and maybe d! a nice ring but I am counting my numbers tight because I feel like getting myself another sth else so maybe I will postpone one of the thoughts but I am definately getting d! something because I love getting stuff for d!. Drop Sly off for a party, went to Sunday Market after like five years, reservior park next where I get to play with the swing and Ren Jian was the next stop. Didn't realise that mum really loves spicy food that much. Picked Sly up and went home. Wolf is making cheese cake right now...I feel so blessed to have a super brother like him... This morning, I was feeling like I can bite the skin right off a human's body. Bad and terrible mood. I want a holiday, get away, dip myself in the pool for one whole day, get pampered but that ain't happening... But now, I am content...
Oh...I quit my job so I am probably on a job hunt again but I am feeling tired *mentally* so maybe this holiday I will give myself a time out... I am so bored that I can turn everything in my house upside down and rearrange them again.
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